i am really sorry..
i have did something really stupid.. or have i?
well something gone hairwire with this blog while i was editing the HTML code of this blog and well... u can see the result...

the new blog address is
http://gregorule.blogspot.com

i am really really sorry for the inconvenience caused~...

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here's wishing Oscar a very very happy birthday!!!

and too all those people taking STPM tomorrow~ all da best!!!
you guys rockz!!
do ur best and make papa proud!~ lolz~
i am outta my mind!!!

i wish you all the best for ur exams~ my frens~ truly...

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arguements happen...
and it often blow things up...
well,
i have noticed a behaviour of mine which i think i'd like to share it...

while arguing,
i give people the chance it sound their thoughts,
i'll let them talk till they finish thier sentence.
this not only allow me to understand them better,
to know their situation better,
it also shows that i RESPECT them.
and i aspect people to do the same.
don't cut me off while i am apeaking.
it usually blows me off...

my patience level is quite high,
and when i sound my thought about certain things that should be changed,
it's serious.

everybody have their very own patience level,
there are certain things that they can be patient on,
and there are some they can't.

throwing rubbish into a dustbin for example,
can very much explains patience.

when someone throws something at you,
you'll put it into the rubishbin in your heart.
if you don't even have time to throw the rubbish away and another rubbish came,
it'll overflow,
causing it to leak...
dustbin is used to throw solid objects...
try putting in corrosive chemicals....
it'll eventually leak...

these are a few things people should know about me:
-let me finish what i want to say while we are in an arguement. I respect you and only wish for the same in return.
-there are certain things that i cannot stand if i sound it out, it means i am open for discussion,
not shutting it down.
-if ever you think that there is something i should know, say it. I am open to accept your ideas.

-if ever you think i am scary, i am not...(i still dunno why some people thinks i am scary...)
-i may be serious at times, but it dosen't mean u cannot talk to me...

well that's all i can think about now...
if there is anything you wanna let me know...
tell me...
post up a comment~ ;-)
i am not a tiger...

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这个世界上，
真的有守护天使吗？

小时候,
我身上重病的姐看了医生后，
直到了自己的日子不多，
就找了我谈了几句...

她问我,
人死了,会去哪儿?
我答,
应该失去天堂,成为一个美丽又善良的天使.可是我不信啊...
姐只是对我笑...

令死前,
她问我还记得我们谈的东西吗...
他就说,"我想当这一家的守护天使."
人就走了...
留下了一封信给我...

信了写着:

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should i still place you as number 1?
should i still think of you first before doing anything?

perhaps it's time to take things into my own hands....
perhaps i should not have placed u as number 1...
perhaps i was wrong all this while...
perhaps....

am i sad?
or am i mad?

maybe both...
sad because we faught...
and mad because i cannot gain comtrol of my life...

it is me...
all along...
this is what i have done to myself...
and i am going to get myself out of this...

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yaya..
i know...
it's a direct translation...

well, i went to watch this movie today~
and i loved it!!!
soooo nice~

and today is the first day i am allowed to drive alone ^^V
well i did it b4...
but this time is different..
cause my parents acutally know about it...
unlike last time,
where i have to do it secretly...

i am a bad naughty and disobedient boy...
i have been and will be...
i think...

speaking of which...
i sometimes felt that i did alot of bad things,
and not just bad,
but very very bad things...
*to me it's really bad...

i just hope people will forgive me for that...
not because u have to...
more to because i will be moving on...
and so should you...

"letting people go,
not only provides
second chance to
others...
but also to yourself"

i am sorry...
for my present...
and most of all,
my past...

it's time to say goodbye...
and move on...

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conflict often happen due to different views between people...
people usually have different opinions on a certain topic.
and thus, it may sometimes cause certaian parties to have a small fight...
some however, went over that just a small fight...

in our daily lives,
we too have different believes on things as well...
thus, we sometimes get into an arguement...
it may be on politics, how things works, or simply just how to get a thing done...

the thing about the different conception is that it allows people to choose...
the difference in presumpiton is that it allows us to choose from the best options available...
everyone have different ideas,
and by sounding it out,
it might help us to generate more ideas...
thus increasing creativity alongside productivity...

on the other hand,
some people are not really into accepting different spaculation on things...
they are to believe that their assumption are amongst the best...
it might be...
or it might not...

it is this people who cause catastrophe...
i may be only a small problem,
but it somehow turned big due to the attitude of not willing to take in opinions,
and just fighting for his own...

i am nont saying that you shouldn't fight for your beileves,
but have limits...

i believe, in this era...
everyone should be able to accept and give ideas,
to look into what is the best,
not only to yourself but also the parties involved...

the keyword for what i wan to reach out to people here is "accept"
be open minded and try to accept ideas people give you,
you dont have to follow 100% but just look into it to generate a better one...
that will help you do generate a better impression on certain things,
or better solution to solve a problem,
that will benifit all parties involved...

for the greater good~
^^V

gregorule signing off~

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sometimes,
things happened beyond our control...

sometimes,
it happened so swiftly,
in a way that you can't see it happen,
but you can feel the impact...

sometimes,
you know it's going to happen...
but you can do nothing to stop it...
but to let it happen...

sometimes,
you wish there is something that you can do,
someting to stop something from happening...

sometimes,
we tried...
but failed...

sometimes,
we succeed...

sometimes,
you wished you can turn back time and stop things from happening...
things that have great impact to you...
and those around you...

but it is impossible...
impossible unless you can travel faster than the speed of light...
back into time...

have you ever have a wish like that?

now,
the best thing we can do is to live with it...

there's a saying:"you shall not dwell in the past, but to live for your future."
i agree...
but,
we are shapped by our past...
our past are somehow who we are...

now,
what we can do is to be careful with our every steps...
makeing sure we do not make any mistakes...
and live on without doubt and fear...
to live on happily and gracefuly~

now,
we live life to the fullest!!
i am living my life to the fullest!!!
i am doing the things i wanted to do!!!
no regrets!!!

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今天，
我爹心血来潮...
突然想煮晚餐...

我问他: 你行吗?
他答 : 你在跟谁讲话啊?
我答 : 厨房里除了你和我还有谁啊? 当然是你咯...

讲完后, 爹就开始向鱼动手...
我看我爹煮的那条鱼...
OH ＭＹGWAD!!!!

一个字...
"美"

我爹煮的晚餐...
令我们打开眼见...
我们吃得静静有味...

那条鱼...
煮的是酸甜...
是酸甜没错...
但那条鱼...
一径八俩...
一边煎得黄金似的,
另一边,就如没煎到...

连我都能煮得更好吃阿...

我们没人敢批评他的手艺...
就只好乖乖的吞下他煮的食物了...

经过这次的"教训"后...
我们真的不敢了....

哎...

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怎么啦?
今天不知发生了什么事...

吃的东西,
全部都没味道的...
怎么会酱呢?

是不是因为禁食的关系啊?

哎呀...
怎么会酱的啦?

不要不要!!!!
如果酱的话...
我要吃得好料也就吃不出味道了吗?

怎样好啊?
我该怎样?

我要回我的味觉!!!

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真不爽啊！
我是不是现在连要穿什么衣出街你也要管吗？

还有你！
天天拿我的电脑用，
不是不让。。
可是每次你已用完后，
电脑一定有问题。。

连我要用我自己的电脑时，
真如要得到你的允许才能。。
这是什么道理呀？

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Thong's birthday cake~ ^^

we are at the time's square entrance~

a band playing in Pavilion KL ~ very nice~ ^^V

the day ended after we visited the petronas sky bridge^^V

p.s: for more interesting photos, u may view my friendster profile ^^V

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it's scary sometimes to put our feelings into words...
to express ourselves...
to let people know what are we feeling...

the happiness we experienced in our lives are very hard to be expressed...
and i'd say, a smile is what we can do sometimes...
to let people know,
we appreciate the people around us...

the way we hum and sing together,
in the lively summer, where all the flowers are smiling back at us...
the tone of "do re mi"...
the melody...
it reminds me of everything...
of us...

as i look into the road that we've traveled...
and the path ahead...
unsure of what the future have installed for us,
my eyes were filled with cowardice...

i tried to look into your eyes,
but i was affraid that i wouldn't be honest with you...
i don't want to know the truth,
the truth about how you felt about me,
and the truth that i'll be alone...
and so,
i choose to keep on doing what i am doing,
without any of us getting hurt...

i had long to tell you,
i had wanted to let you know...
i wanted to scream out loud...
i wanted you to love me, but i don't think you will...
perhaps, i am scared of being hurt...
and lost the courage of saying "i love you" to the one i love...

even if my feelings aren't returned,
i hope i can still say "i love you" to the one i love...
and hoping that it will turn out to be the most beautiful thing in the world...

i love you~

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不知你们有没有试过...
已经拥有,但就如没有的感觉...

这一点都不好受...

天天看到你,
但就如没看见一样...

非常想跟你聊天,
但,感觉上很像很难...

可能还不大了解你吧...
我也累了...
累得去管,
累得去开话题...
累得去想去讨好你...
累,很累...

我做的东西都没了意义...
这样我还继续干么?
所以呢,
我觉得还是顺着走吧...
看这个浪潮可以把我们带到哪儿...
现在,我就把我的精神放在减肥计划中...

好~就这样大算了...
别让自己想太多!
尽情的去kl玩个痛快吧!!!

我现在什么都不懂!!!
什么都不管!!!
我谨请的过我的生活!!!
无忧无虑!!!

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我对自己的原则都很严...
而其中一个原则是:"说到要做到"

可惜,今天我做不到...
对自己说,
不吃油腻的食物,
不吃含肉的食物,
今天做不到...

今天一大早,
一家人就去了一家大酒店...
在龙凤餐馆吃了点心!!!
sad...

没了啦!!!
我这一个礼拜里的减肥心血完蛋了!!! T.T
一大早就吃了高油，又多肉的大餐!!! @_@
肥死了...
gone... all gone... @_@

明天就要去kl在那儿,带一个礼拜...
天天去gym...
天天吃麦片...
应该可以瘦下一些吧...^^
work out! work out!!
wo0laL@~

我有信心一定能做到!!!
我可以的!!!
为后能够享受,
为后能在吃美食,
我一定要哦做到!!!
for my future indulgence!~
i'll fight!!!
^^V

我是一个说到做到的人!!!
你们看着来!
greg一定能的!!!
yeah!! ^^V

别晕哦 ---> @_@
i can do it!!~ ^^V

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this is the picture of the espadas on their meeting table in bleach.


below is a pic. of me and my fren on a meeting table...

*note that we are not copying, this pic. is taken ages ago well before the espadas come out... ^^




i know.. we look alike^^ haha
noticed it while i was browsing tru my fren's friendster... ^^

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well, i think you all got the idea that i am bored by looking at my title...

well i am indeed bored...
just so sick and tired sometimes...
so, i'll take a leave an go to kl!!! ^^
damn hell yea i am looking forward to it ^^

not that i wanna leave home but life in melacca is too darn boring...
so, i decided that i'll rock to kl and shake somethings out!!~

well i have been doing some thinking...
and it somehow came to me that i should hope less...
perhaps that's just how life is rite?
the greater the hope, the greather the dispare?

i have hopes for so many things but it seem to me that they are all unreachable...
so i think it time to let lose and let go...
give up some stupid hope and move on...
instead of staying at the same spot and getting my head full of dumbass thoughts @_@

it drives me crazy --like this--> @_@

something weird is happening to me tho...
since when i started to like slow, calming music?
i usually love rock and pop and hip hop...
but i tend to love relaxing music now...
is it because of like this?? ----> @_@
i think so... any ideas?

hope to be able to be back myself when i come back from kl ^^

perhaps it's time to change my self...
we'll see how it goes ^^


gregorule~out!~ ^^

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have you ever felt that u are off the hook?
like you are not conneted...

it's actually very fustrating,
like when you get disconnected from the internet...
i will never get used to that...

keeping in touch with people around us is important...
we still ask ourselves how much we know about a person...
and till today, i still don't know what and who my best friends really are...
really!!!

i have accepted the fact that we will never truly understand a person(applicable to girls and boys)...
how are we to understand a person?
i've always asked myself...
why dose she do this?
or, what makes him a person like that?

we are frequently looking for a cause of something...
we? perhaps me...
looking for a cause or a reason of an action...
either done by we ourselves, or other people...

understand?
how to understand someone, if the person dosen't let you in?

i am really sick of this...
i sometimes even gave up on trying to understand someone...
many times, it has happened to me...
not only on a person...
but a few...

i sometimes really lost hope in trying to understand someone...

do you remember the week i try to look for you?
you didn't return my calls...
a solid week...
and the reason u gave was because you are not in the mood...
i told myself "i gave up!!!"
but, we are still as close as ever...
perhaps we understand each other better since then?

remember the night i try to calm you down?
and i got a punch from you instead...
perhaps i should just leave you there and crawl back home yourself?

why go through all this?
but in the end... i did go through all this...

besides helping me to understand you better,
i can also unerstand myself better too...

like my previouse post, i care...
i care to know people better...
to unerstand them,
to be there for tem in their times of needs...
maybe i am not fit to be that person...
but at least i try...

i have also accepted the fact that...
i will never truly understand someone truely,
nor can everyone let me into their lives like some did,
all i am hoping is for everyone i know to live happily...
with or without me...
and i shall be happy myself...

the tranquil sound when the droplets of rain touches the ground has also made me realised that,
whatever what is destined to reach you will do...
and that you cannot force it...
and the sound produced will somehow charm you in certain ways...
in beautiful ways...

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well i have got my wake up call~
it's time for me to seriously start monitoring my diet...

i still remembered that day where my mum have to pull me into the clinic to do a blood test... (which i am so against it)
and well the results are of course "unusual" for an "unusual" guy like me...

now that i have faced the problem, i think it's time for me to wake up and monitor seriously my dietary intake...
which means i cannot eat meat anymore...
T.T
so sad...
(i will miss u my dearest wan ton mee)
but i think a little meat once in a while won hurt... rite?
u really just cann't help it sometimes u know...

well...
i have eaten only fish and vege over the week...
and i think it isn't all bad...

i have oat in the morning...
well u know, oat goes well with honey or rasins...
it dosen't taste tht bad like eating it alone...
it's like trying to swallow "lao sai" (>.<)

then i'll have a bowl of noodles with full of vege and yong tau fu for lunch...
i'd prefer to use the maggie seasonings but for my health's sake, i have to use anchovies instead...
it's taste almost the same since the vege "release" strong smell into the soup... =.="

and dinner is soup as well...
had "mi hun kueh" yesterday,
"mi suah" today",
i wonder what's for tmr...

well...
i have to reduce my oil intake as well,
which means i have to say bye bye to my "tam tam" and cheesels (T.T)
i have to stop cheese too...

then again, like i'd said...
it's not all bad...
i thought that i would not even survive the first 3 days...
but guess what...
it's the 5th day already!!
and i still get to see the sun set ^_^
(well i din see the sun set tho...) @_@

so wish me luck and hope i get to lose weight fast!!!


gregorule out!!~ ^_^

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it is said that we need to have self control...

control over the things we do,
control over the things we eat,
control over our emotions...

it's easier said than done...
have you every trying to resist sometthing that u liked so much...
or just simply stop caring for any of your close friends, or family members?

i can be said to have gained control of my diet in these few days due to certain reasons...
but there is one thing tht i think will not change...
it is that i cannot ever gain control of how much i care for my family and friends...

it'll sometimes drive me up the wall...
but the fact that i care for people around me will never change...
it is already a part of me...
a part which i cannot change...

sometimes u cannot find a reason for caring for someone too much...
like who u care for your family members...
your best pals...
your friends...
sometimes, even your pet...

we are living a life that care exists...
that's undeniable...
we sometimes even care for our worst enemies...
admit it...

is "caring too much for a thing or a person" good?
i don't know...
like i'd said...
it sometimes drive me up the wall when any fren of mine gets into trouble...

some people will just say:
"it's not my problem...
why should i care?"

but not me...
i just can't say that out...
simply because i care...

i can't stand to see any of my friends being "sour-faced"
or simply just not acting like them...

some may think that i am annoying,
just because of caring for them,
but that still haven't changed the fact that i care...

to all my friends...
remember that i care...
for all of you out there...
i will always be there for you all...
just remember i am not the only one...
everyone cares!



^^gregorule~out^^

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i have been thinking weather how long this relationship can last...
the day you told me that...

you told me how special i was to you...
i too, told you how special you are to me...

we have many things in common...
we've talked,
we've laughed,
we've cried,
we're each other's strength...
i knew it...

what we are going through is special...
so special that i will never forget it for the rest of my lives...
we were like twins...
helping each other...
doing each other favors...
hoping to see each other get through the tough times...

we appreciated our relationship...
we talked about it...
how we met,
why were we so close,
when is our next outing,
where will we meet,
will this last?
i asked...

nobody knows...

days have pass,
distance set us apart...
difference in time make it hard for us to come by...
we hardly talked...
nor do we messege...
all we have was the memories of what we've done...

will it still be the same?
i asked myself...

maybe one day,
when you are ready to meat each other,
it'll be too late...

no, it will not be the same...
it isnot the same...
it hurts...

i want to let everyone i know, knows that i appreciate you...
all of you...
my friends, relatives, everyone...
please forgive me if i have no time to care for you...
but one thing's for sure...
you all are, and will be always in my mind...

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假期已经过了一个月,
我对我朋友们的思念也加深了…

我在这短短的一个月里,
看了,学了,也董了不少事情…

依然,还有跟一些好友沟通…
但对有些朋友就少了些…
给了我“友情淡化”的感觉…
我心有点不好过…

我这个月里过着的,
都是思念的日子…
思念着好友…
也思念着她…

难道我还放不下吗?

感觉上,我 “说得出做得到”的远哲,
达不到了…
这不像我…

说是, 该知难而退…

可是,一旦到得空时…
就会毫无不觉得想起她…
给我一个想要勇往直前的感觉…
她应该还过得好吧…

说到我的远哲,
我又达不到另一个了…
想在kl工作的计划被取消了…
希望我次作的决定是没错的吧…

还有我的好友,
不知怎么,
很久没看他上网了…
非常想知道他过着怎么样的生活呀…

我还在思念着…

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当遇到什么困难时,
常常都能听到人家说:
“这世上不知你一个人有这个问题”
或，
“我们一定支持你的”

其实, 最终…
问题一样是我们自己的…
面对问题的人也是我们自己的…
所以, 最终… 靠的也是自己…

问题不是我要的…
也不是我找来的…

天天和你吵架…
你认为我会好过吗?
你认为很爽吗?
我也想天天快快乐乐的过我的生活呀…

难道,想做自己喜欢的事也不能吗?

如镜的感觉就如…
一个遥控车,被拿着遥控器的主人控制着…
很不爽…

别提了…

我刚重新加坡回来了一个新期的我…
玩得很高兴…
能够见到我的表弟…
跟他玩得疯疯癫癫的…
也能看得出他蛮喜欢我这个表哥的伴…

同时也探望了我几个表姐…
第一天就跟他们癫到五点才回到家…

在新加坡时,
也买了不少东西…
花了不少钱…
现在也得去钻一点钱回来了…

不知该找些什么工呢?
以前在一个书局做过…
改造会同行或换换个新环境呢?

不知拉…
重而看到什么就做什么啦…

明天就要回去吉隆坡…
要搞定我的ptptn的东西先…
过后,若在哪儿找到工的话就长住吧…
看情况如何…

这个星期,
上天真对我不客气…
下个星期您可要对我好点哦!

好啦…
今天就写到这儿把…
祝我好云吧!



~gregorule~

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人生有高潮, 但也有伤心的时候…

人家说, 你得到一个你一直想要的东西时,都因该很高兴…
但我非如此,

今天,我的了一个我想要的东西,
但我一点也不高兴…
我不好过…
我真的… 不好过…

我真的近了力吗?
我,可以做得跟好吗?
这,是我应得的吗?

可是如今后悔莫及了…
我设么也做不到了…
现在只能做的是…
为我的未来打算…

现在只能做的是,
想好法子,
补救我现在所犯的错…

我还是非常不好过……

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In this life, it’s all about changing…
Things change…
People change…

Some says time changes everything…
But I say environment changes everything…
And above all that, events changes everything…

I think people do change…
Our lives are full of changes…
Our thoughts,
Our lifestyle,
Our habits,
It changes from time to time…

Changes are essential…
We change to suit the environment…
We change to get along…
We change to be accepted…
We change because the environment needs us to…

Events in our lives cause us to change…
Certain things happen for a reason…
Looking into the detail of an event tells you that it’s time to change…
What cause you to change?
Are you changing into something better?
Or changing into something worse?

Most of us build our self-image during high school…
And it is sad that what we did during high school will not bring us out into the real world…
Good or bad…
We can start over after high school…
We can change…

Changes in people do occur…
It is just because you don’t notice it…
We change everyday…
But,
Is the change good?
Or is it bad?

So, if you can just go back and change one thing about your life…
Would you?
And if you did, will that change make your life better?
Or will that change ultimately break your heart?
Or will it break the heart of another?
Will you choose an entirely different path?
Or would you just change one moment? One important moment…
A moment that you always wanted it back…

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i was looking at some photos...
actually, i am arranging them...
and of course, i am viewing them...
photos... what are they?
to me, it's the record of my past...
not only mine, but also past of people around me...
it made me wonder...
actually how many strangers had been in my photos?
do i really know everyone at the background?
how many strangers actually have pictures of me?
what am i going through when i took the picture?
and, what are people going through when the picture is taken?
looking at those picture gets me thinking...
it helps me look back at myself...
it takes me back to the time...
i can actually felt what i was going through at that very moment...
but, now i can think with a clear head, of what i am going through...
i can see myself much more clearly...
i understand myself better...
and, it helps me evaluate myself...
evaluate what i am doing...
make me see what am i to the world..
and to people around me...
we can see from a picture...
some people walk in and out of our lives...
some, stay...
picture of your best buddy reminds you of the times u've been together...
picture when u are a chiild reminds u of how naive and cute you are...
pitture of your family reminds you of your home and the warmth they provide...
pictures... reminds you of everything..
all pictures record priceless moments...
some pictures how ever are not so kind...
they remind you of things that might not be so memoriable...
things that you should let go...
things that upset you...
those should be placed in the "important lessons i've learnt" album... not throwing them away...
they remind us of what we've gone through... and make us learn from it...
some pictures however,
reminds us of whom we helped...
how we help...
and also why we help...
some however..
show us the ahppy times we've been through...
there are also some pictures in which we try to be in there...
hoping to get into people's life...
and also some we can see that people are trying to get into our lives...
it's all natural...
and we will apprecite all of those pictures..
cause it's only human nature... for us to treasure what we have...

this is a Qoute i found...
Have you ever look at a picture of yourself, and saw a stranger in the background?
It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you…
How many moments of people’s life have we been in…
Are we a part of someone’s life when their dream came true?
Or were we there when their dreams died?
Did we keep trying to get in? As if somehow we are destined to be there…
Or we let the shot take us by surprise?
Just think, you can be a big part of someone else’s life, and you don’t even know it…

~gregorule~

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人生的道路中，总有一些障碍。。
有时我们总觉得全世界欠了我们。。
就因为这样，有些人也就变了很多。。
变成了一个连你自己完全都不认识的人。。
可是最重要的是，要会怎样走回对的那条路。。

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There are times in our lives where we find ourselves at crossroads…
There are moments in our lives that we find ourselves at a crossroad…
Afraid, confused, without a roadmap…

The choices we made on that moment will define the rest of our lives…
Of course, and when we face with the unknown…
Most of us would prefer to turn back…

But once in a while, people push on to something better…
Something that is found going beyond the pain alone…

And just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in…

Or to give someone a second chance…

Something that is beyond the quiet persistence of a dream…

Because it’s only when you are tested, you really discover who you are…
And only when you are tested, that you discovered who you can be…

The person that you wanna be dose exists…
Somewhere between the hard work, faith and believe…
And also beyond the heartache and fear that lies ahead…

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We all need time on our own…
Sometimes we all need time on our own…
To clear our thoughts…
To think things out…
But sometimes, we need someone beside us…
To listen to us…
To know what we are going through…

That’s when we let someone into out lives…
We let them know our past,
They witness the present,
And they will be in the future…

We say words that get each other through the day,
We cheer each other out,
We had fun,
We cried,
We had the seasons in the sun...

We let that person in,
Making them the “somebody” in our lives…

Sometimes,
We say things that hurt,
We fought,
We had a row…
Then, we apologies to each other for our stupidity…
Now, we understand each other better as the days goes by…

Then,
We started to get really close…
When in trouble, we’ll be there for each other…

Now, what I am living for?
I am living for myself.

There’s nothing else more,
When you’re gone?
What if you are gone?
Will I still remember you?
Maybe then I can see how much I really need you…
The words I need to hear to get me through the day, can I hear them?

I will miss you…

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In this life, it’s all about knowing people…

But knowing people isn’t easy…
If you ask me how well I know my best friend,
The answer you’ll probably get would be something like “quite well, I think…”
But to think again, do I really know my best friend that well?

The thing is that you’ll never ever know someone really well…
Can you know one person so good?
So good, that you know exactly what he or she is thinking…
Is it really possible?
You may have similar thoughts but you really know what they are thinking?

It is not easy to let someone into your lives,
It is not easy to trust someone,
It is difficult for people to understand you truly…
Only one person in this planet that truly know about yourself…
But to find that person, it is not easy…
Because you are that person…

We might have asked ourselves,
“Who am I?”
Until today, I don’t know…
One thing’s for sure,
We need help, help from someone…
Help to find ourselves…
Help to hear the music in our hearts…
And help to bring out the person inside us…

Without a doubt, I would search for a best friend for help…
Well, everyone have a best friend…
Also, everyone had been a best friend…
Best friend, to me, is a person who helps you find yourself…
They understand you well, well enough to be your best friend…

I wish to be that person, and I have found that person,
Or have I?

We are living in a perplexing world,
We sometimes, need help from someone to point us to the right direction,
Someone to help us in the time of needs…
Someone who borrow their shoulder…
And someone whom we let into our lives…
No, someone who is part of our lives…

At the end of the day, we decide who we let into out lives…

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well i know i shouldn't be blogging right now...
but just somehow felt like it....
exams are just around da corner and i am rather enjoying my life now...
i dun really know why, tho i have some idea....

one of my buddy told me tht life starts at 18...
well come to think of it, i think it's true...
and i am rather enjoying it...
it's like the begining of everything where i am able to proceed with my life like i am just a baby...
the only difference is that i am equipped with knowledge and skills to handle situation... also with the skills to see through people's action... and how to cope with it...
after all the ups and downs,
the joy and maudlin,
i am sure that everyone encounters that...

i would say that i am really happy with the life that i am living and tat i have now...
i have a family that give me love and care...
friends who care and support...
the only thing that i dun have yet is a partner... but that can wait...
i think i am still enjoying my life as a single and i dun wanna to get hocked up too fast... hehe...
well that is at least what i think now...

i just love the fact that i have know alot of people who care fo me...
family, friends, teachers, and i miss my mentor...
without her i would be a lazyboy...
i really appreciate her care and guidience that make me what i am today...
it's been a long long time since i last met her...
i dun even know if i might enter U without her guidience...
i really missed her alot...

i also like the face that i have some really close friends that i can share my thoughts with...
friends like that are hard to find... very rare indeed...
but once u found them... u will be like sticky glues...
together all the times...
not in the sence of physically together but also what u think...
it's like ur brains are connected... like wireless connection established...
you somehow know o have the same thought as eachother...
haha.. funny i know...

some buddies however makes a mental notes of whatever u said...
they are cool...
i told one of my fren last night that i loved to go to the seaside...
and guess what.. i went to the seaside today...
and i am really happy!!! ;)

to me, a colse friend is the one that knows what u like and know how to make u happy...
they gives comfort at the time needed and might need you shoulder at times as well...
my goal now is to be a good friend to people around me...
i am not sure weather i can remember every single thing u say...
but i will make sure i'll do my best!!~
u know for a absent minded peoson like to to remember everything you say is very difficult u know...
hehe!~

i have this feeling that i have frens that love me around me and i am really happy with that!!!~ (fren love la.. dun think too much)aa


~gregorule~

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